phantom
untiitled
I don’t Photoshop my pictures
So I won’t edit my words
My hair is uncontrollable
Like my moods
The crinkled bills in my pockets
Seem to evaporate
Before I can count them
I drive with the windows up
To block the phantom kisses
Even my phone is a reminder
Of what I don’t have
Each buzz suffocating me further
Because I know it’s not you
It’s never you
It was our connection
But you aren’t there, tugging at the other end anymore
I wish my heart was as unbreakable as the diamond you gave me